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    aftertheexplanationsandexclamationsofjoywereover;allthreewereabouttoleaveme;but;theclothbeinglaid;iaddedthreemoreplaces;andkeptthemtobreakfast。

    themealwasprolonged:thefarewasonlytolerable;buttheover…flowingsofaffectionmadeitdelicious。neverhadibetterunderstoodtheunspeakablecharmoffamilylove。whatcalmenjoymentinthathappinesswhichisalwayssharedwithothers;inthatmunityofinterestswhichunitessuchvariousfeelings;inthatassociationofexistenceswhichformsonesinglebeingofsomany!whatismanwithoutthosehomeaffections;which;likesomanyroots;fixhimfirmlyintheearth;andpermithimtoimbibeallthejuicesoflife?energy;happiness鈥斺�攄onotalltheseefromthem?withoutfamilylifewherewouldmanlearntolove;toassociate;todenyhimself?amunityinlittle;isitnotthiswhichteachesushowtoliveinthegreatone?

    suchistheholinessofhome;that;toexpressourrelationwithgod;wehavebeenobligedtoborrowthewordsinventedforourfamilylife。menhavenamedthemselvesthesonsofaheavenlyfather!

    ah!letuscarefullypreservethesechainsofdomesticunion。donotletusunbindthehumansheaf;andscatteritsearstoallthecapricesofchanceandofthewinds;butletusratherenlargethisholylaw;letuscarrytheprinciplesandthehabitsofhomebeyondsetbounds;and;ifitmaybe;letusrealizetheprayeroftheapostleofthegentileswhenheexclaimedtothenewbornchildrenofchrist:〃beyelike…minded;havingthesamelove;beingofoneaccord;ofonemind。〃



 CHAPTER X

    ourcountry

    october12th;sevenoclocka。m。

    thenightsarealreadybeecoldandlong;thesun;shiningthroughmycurtains;nomorewakensmelongbeforethehourforwork;andevenwhenmyeyesareopen;thepleasantwarmthofthebedkeepsmefastundermycounterpane。everymorningtherebeginsalongargumentbetweenmyactivityandmyindolence;and;snuglywrappeduptotheeyes;iwaitlikethegascon;untiltheyhavesucceedediningtoanagreement。

    thismorning;however;alight;whichshonefrommydooruponmypillow;awokemeearlierthanusual。invainiturnedonmyside;theperseveringlight;likeavictoriousenemy;pursuedmeintoeveryposition。atlast;quiteoutofpatience;isatupandhurledmynightcaptothefootofthebed!

    (iwillobserve;bywayofparenthesis;thatthevariousevolutionsofthispacificheadgearseemtohavebeen;fromtheremotesttime;symbolsofthevehementemotionsofthemind;forourlanguagehasborroweditsmostmonimagesfromthem。)

    butbethisasitmay;igotupinaverybadhumor;grumblingatmynewneighbor;whotookitintohisheadtobewakefulwheniwishedtosleep。

    weareallmadethus;wedonotunderstandthatothersmayliveontheirownaccount。eachoneofusisliketheearth;accordingtotheoldsystemofptolemy;andthinkshecanhavethewholeuniverserevolvearoundhimself。onthispoint;tomakeuseofthemetaphoralludedto:

    tousleshommesontlatetedanslememebonnet。

    ihadforthetimebeing;asihavealreadysaid;thrownminetotheotherendofmybed;andislowlydisengagedmylegsfromthewarmbedclothes;whilemakingahostofevilreflectionsupontheinconvenienceofhavingneighbors。

    formorethanamonthihadnothadtoplainofthosewhomchancehadgivenme;mostofthemonlycameintosleep;andwentawayagainonrising。iwasalmostalwaysaloneonthistopstory鈥斺�攁lonewiththecloudsandthesparrows!

    butatparisnothinglasts;thecurrentoflifecarriesusalong;liketheseaweedtornfromtherock;thehousesarevesselswhichtakemerepassengers。howmanydifferentfaceshaveialreadyseenpassalongthelanding…placebelongingtoourattics!howmanypanionsofafewdayshavedisappearedforever!somearelostinthatmedleyofthelivingwhichwhirlscontinuallyunderthescourgeofnecessity;andothersinthatresting…placeofthedead;whosleepunderthehandofgod!

    peterthebookbinderisoneoftheselast。wrappedupinselfishness;helivedaloneandfriendless;andhediedashehadlived。hislosswasneithermournedbyanyone;nordisarrangedanythingintheworld;therewasmerelyaditchfilledupinthegraveyard;andanatticemptiedinourhouse。

    itisthesamewhichmynewneighborhasinhabitedforthelastfewdays。

    tosaytruly(nowthatiamquiteawake;andmyillhumorisgonewithmynightcap)鈥斺�攖osaytruly;thisnewneighbor;althoughrisingearlierthansuitsmyidleness;isnotthelessaverygoodman:hecarrieshismisfortunes;asfewknowhowtocarrytheirgoodfortunes;withcheerfulnessandmoderation。

    butfatehascruellytriedhim。fatherchaufourisbutthewreckofaman。intheplaceofoneofhisarmshangsanemptysleeve;hisleftlegismadebytheturner;andhedragstherightalongwithdifficulty;butabovetheseruinsrisesacalmandhappyface。whilelookinguponhiscountenance;radiantwithasereneenergy;whilelisteningtohisvoice;thetoneofwhichhas;sotospeak;theaccentofgoodness;weseethatthesoulhasremainedentireinthehalf…destroyedcovering。thefortressisalittledamaged;asfatherchaufoursays;butthegarrisonisquitehearty。

    decidedly;themoreithinkofthisexcellentman;themoreireproachmyselfforthesortofmaledictionibestowedonhimwheniawoke。

    wearegenerallytooindulgentinoursecretwrongstowardourneighbor。

    allill…willwhichdoesnotpasstheregionofthoughtseemsinnocenttous;and;withourclumsyjustice;weexcusewithoutexaminationthesinwhichdoesnotbetrayitselfbyaction!

    butarewethenboundtoothersonlybytheenforcementoflaws?besidestheseexternalrelations;istherenotarealrelationoffeelingbetweenmen?dowenotowetoallthosewholiveunderthesameheavenasourselvestheaidnotonlyofouractsbutofourpurposes?oughtnoteveryhumanlifetobetouslikeavesselthatweacpanywithourprayersforahappyvoyage?itisnotenoughthatmendonotharmoneanother;theymustalsohelpandloveoneanother!thepapalbenediction;urbietorbi!shouldbetheconstantcryfromallhearts。

    tocondemnhimwhodoesnotdeserveit;eveninthemind;evenbyapassingthought;istobreakthegreatlaw;thatwhichhasestablishedtheunionofsoulsherebelow;andtowhichchristhasgiventhesweetnameofcharity。

    thesethoughtscameintomymindasifinisheddressing;andisaidtomyselfthatfatherchaufourhadarighttoreparationfromme。tomakeamendsforthefeelingofill…willihadagainsthimjustnow;iowedhimsomeexplicitproofofsympathy。iheardhimhummingatuneinhisroom;hewasatwork;andideterminedthatiwouldmakethefirstneighborlycall。

    eightoclockp。m鈥斺�攊foundfatherchaufouratatablelightedbyalittlesmokylamp;withoutafire;althoughitisalreadycold;andmakinglargepasteboardboxes;hewashummingapopularsonginalowtone。ihadhardlyenteredtheroomwhenheutteredanexclamationofsurpriseandpleasure。

    〃eh!isityou;neighbor?ein;then!ididnotthinkyougotupsoearly;soiputadamperonmymusic;iwasafraidofwakingyou。〃

    excellentman!whileiwassendinghimtothedevilhewasputtinghimself
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