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aftertheexplanationsandexclamationsofjoywereover;allthreewereabouttoleaveme;but;theclothbeinglaid;iaddedthreemoreplaces;andkeptthemtobreakfast。
themealwasprolonged:thefarewasonlytolerable;buttheover…flowingsofaffectionmadeitdelicious。neverhadibetterunderstoodtheunspeakablecharmoffamilylove。whatcalmenjoymentinthathappinesswhichisalwayssharedwithothers;inthatmunityofinterestswhichunitessuchvariousfeelings;inthatassociationofexistenceswhichformsonesinglebeingofsomany!whatismanwithoutthosehomeaffections;which;likesomanyroots;fixhimfirmlyintheearth;andpermithimtoimbibeallthejuicesoflife?energy;happiness鈥斺�攄onotalltheseefromthem?withoutfamilylifewherewouldmanlearntolove;toassociate;todenyhimself?amunityinlittle;isitnotthiswhichteachesushowtoliveinthegreatone?
suchistheholinessofhome;that;toexpressourrelationwithgod;wehavebeenobligedtoborrowthewordsinventedforourfamilylife。menhavenamedthemselvesthesonsofaheavenlyfather!
ah!letuscarefullypreservethesechainsofdomesticunion。donotletusunbindthehumansheaf;andscatteritsearstoallthecapricesofchanceandofthewinds;butletusratherenlargethisholylaw;letuscarrytheprinciplesandthehabitsofhomebeyondsetbounds;and;ifitmaybe;letusrealizetheprayeroftheapostleofthegentileswhenheexclaimedtothenewbornchildrenofchrist:〃beyelike…minded;havingthesamelove;beingofoneaccord;ofonemind。〃
CHAPTER X
ourcountry
october12th;sevenoclocka。m。
thenightsarealreadybeecoldandlong;thesun;shiningthroughmycurtains;nomorewakensmelongbeforethehourforwork;andevenwhenmyeyesareopen;thepleasantwarmthofthebedkeepsmefastundermycounterpane。everymorningtherebeginsalongargumentbetweenmyactivityandmyindolence;and;snuglywrappeduptotheeyes;iwaitlikethegascon;untiltheyhavesucceedediningtoanagreement。
thismorning;however;alight;whichshonefrommydooruponmypillow;awokemeearlierthanusual。invainiturnedonmyside;theperseveringlight;likeavictoriousenemy;pursuedmeintoeveryposition。atlast;quiteoutofpatience;isatupandhurledmynightcaptothefootofthebed!
(iwillobserve;bywayofparenthesis;thatthevariousevolutionsofthispacificheadgearseemtohavebeen;fromtheremotesttime;symbolsofthevehementemotionsofthemind;forourlanguagehasborroweditsmostmonimagesfromthem。)
butbethisasitmay;igotupinaverybadhumor;grumblingatmynewneighbor;whotookitintohisheadtobewakefulwheniwishedtosleep。
weareallmadethus;wedonotunderstandthatothersmayliveontheirownaccount。eachoneofusisliketheearth;accordingtotheoldsystemofptolemy;andthinkshecanhavethewholeuniverserevolvearoundhimself。onthispoint;tomakeuseofthemetaphoralludedto:
tousleshommesontlatetedanslememebonnet。
ihadforthetimebeing;asihavealreadysaid;thrownminetotheotherendofmybed;andislowlydisengagedmylegsfromthewarmbedclothes;whilemakingahostofevilreflectionsupontheinconvenienceofhavingneighbors。
formorethanamonthihadnothadtoplainofthosewhomchancehadgivenme;mostofthemonlycameintosleep;andwentawayagainonrising。iwasalmostalwaysaloneonthistopstory鈥斺�攁lonewiththecloudsandthesparrows!
butatparisnothinglasts;thecurrentoflifecarriesusalong;liketheseaweedtornfromtherock;thehousesarevesselswhichtakemerepassengers。howmanydifferentfaceshaveialreadyseenpassalongthelanding…placebelongingtoourattics!howmanypanionsofafewdayshavedisappearedforever!somearelostinthatmedleyofthelivingwhichwhirlscontinuallyunderthescourgeofnecessity;andothersinthatresting…placeofthedead;whosleepunderthehandofgod!
peterthebookbinderisoneoftheselast。wrappedupinselfishness;helivedaloneandfriendless;andhediedashehadlived。hislosswasneithermournedbyanyone;nordisarrangedanythingintheworld;therewasmerelyaditchfilledupinthegraveyard;andanatticemptiedinourhouse。
itisthesamewhichmynewneighborhasinhabitedforthelastfewdays。
tosaytruly(nowthatiamquiteawake;andmyillhumorisgonewithmynightcap)鈥斺�攖osaytruly;thisnewneighbor;althoughrisingearlierthansuitsmyidleness;isnotthelessaverygoodman:hecarrieshismisfortunes;asfewknowhowtocarrytheirgoodfortunes;withcheerfulnessandmoderation。
butfatehascruellytriedhim。fatherchaufourisbutthewreckofaman。intheplaceofoneofhisarmshangsanemptysleeve;hisleftlegismadebytheturner;andhedragstherightalongwithdifficulty;butabovetheseruinsrisesacalmandhappyface。whilelookinguponhiscountenance;radiantwithasereneenergy;whilelisteningtohisvoice;thetoneofwhichhas;sotospeak;theaccentofgoodness;weseethatthesoulhasremainedentireinthehalf…destroyedcovering。thefortressisalittledamaged;asfatherchaufoursays;butthegarrisonisquitehearty。
decidedly;themoreithinkofthisexcellentman;themoreireproachmyselfforthesortofmaledictionibestowedonhimwheniawoke。
wearegenerallytooindulgentinoursecretwrongstowardourneighbor。
allill…willwhichdoesnotpasstheregionofthoughtseemsinnocenttous;and;withourclumsyjustice;weexcusewithoutexaminationthesinwhichdoesnotbetrayitselfbyaction!
butarewethenboundtoothersonlybytheenforcementoflaws?besidestheseexternalrelations;istherenotarealrelationoffeelingbetweenmen?dowenotowetoallthosewholiveunderthesameheavenasourselvestheaidnotonlyofouractsbutofourpurposes?oughtnoteveryhumanlifetobetouslikeavesselthatweacpanywithourprayersforahappyvoyage?itisnotenoughthatmendonotharmoneanother;theymustalsohelpandloveoneanother!thepapalbenediction;urbietorbi!shouldbetheconstantcryfromallhearts。
tocondemnhimwhodoesnotdeserveit;eveninthemind;evenbyapassingthought;istobreakthegreatlaw;thatwhichhasestablishedtheunionofsoulsherebelow;andtowhichchristhasgiventhesweetnameofcharity。
thesethoughtscameintomymindasifinisheddressing;andisaidtomyselfthatfatherchaufourhadarighttoreparationfromme。tomakeamendsforthefeelingofill…willihadagainsthimjustnow;iowedhimsomeexplicitproofofsympathy。iheardhimhummingatuneinhisroom;hewasatwork;andideterminedthatiwouldmakethefirstneighborlycall。
eightoclockp。m鈥斺�攊foundfatherchaufouratatablelightedbyalittlesmokylamp;withoutafire;althoughitisalreadycold;andmakinglargepasteboardboxes;hewashummingapopularsonginalowtone。ihadhardlyenteredtheroomwhenheutteredanexclamationofsurpriseandpleasure。
〃eh!isityou;neighbor?ein;then!ididnotthinkyougotupsoearly;soiputadamperonmymusic;iwasafraidofwakingyou。〃
excellentman!whileiwassendinghimtothedevilhewasputtinghimself