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屋顶间的哲学家_梭维斯特-第23章

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sibleefforttoprehenditall。whenhiseyerestedupongenevieveandthechild;itlitupwithagleamofpleasure;butwhenheturnedtowardus;heagainbecamestupidandhesitating。

    atlast;apparentlymakingaprodigiouseffort;hecriedout;〃wait!〃

    andgoingtoatubfilledwithwater;heplungedhisfaceintoitseveraltimes。

    everyeyewasturneduponhim;thecountrywomanherselfseemedastonished。atlengthheraisedhisdrippinghead。thisablutionhadpartlydispelledhisdrunkenness;helookedatusforamoment;thenheturnedtogenevieve;andhisfacebrightenedup。

    〃robert!〃criedhe;goinguptothechild;andtakinghiminhisarms。

    〃ah!givehimme;wife;imustlookathim。〃

    themotherseemedtogiveuphissontohimwithreluctance;andstayedbeforehimwithherarmsextended;asifshefearedthechildwouldhaveafall。thenursebeganagaininherturntospeak;andrenewedherclaims;thistimethreateningtoappealtolaw。atfirstmichaellistenedtoherattentively;andwhenheprehendedhermeaning;hegavethechildbacktoitsmother。

    〃howmuchdoweoweyou?〃askedhe。

    thecountrywomanbegantoreckonupthedifferentexpenses;whichamountedtonearlythirtyfrancs。thejoinerfelttothebottomofhispockets;butcouldfindnothing。hisforeheadbecamecontractedbyfrowns;lowcursesbegantoescapehim。allofasuddenherummagedinhisbreast;drewforthalargewatch;andholdingitupabovehishead:

    〃hereitis鈥斺�攈eresyourmoney!〃criedhewithajoyfullaugh;〃awatch;agoodone!ialwayssaiditwouldkeepforadrinkonadryday;butitisnotiwhowilldrinkit;buttheyoungone。ah!ah!ah!goandsellitforme;neighbor;andifthatisnotenough;ihavemyearrings。eh!

    genevieve;takethemoffforme;theearringswillsquareall!theyshallnotsayyouhavebeendisgracedonaccountofthechild鈥斺�攏o;notevenifimustpledgeabitofmyflesh!mywatch;myearrings;andmyring鈥斺�攇etridofallofthemformeatthegoldsmiths;paythewoman;andletthelittlefoolgotosleep。givehimme;genevieve;iwillputhimtobed。〃

    and;takingthebabyfromthearmsofhismother;hecarriedhimwithafirmsteptohiscradle。

    itwaseasytoperceivethechangewhichtookplaceinmichaelfromthisday。hecutallhisolddrinkingacquaintances。hewentearlyeverymorningtohiswork;andreturnedregularlyintheeveningtofinishthedaywithgenevieveandrobert。verysoonhewouldnotleavethematall;andhehiredaplacenearthefruit…shop;andworkedinitonhisownaccount。

    theywouldsoonhavebeenabletoliveinfort;haditnotbeenfortheexpenseswhichthechildrequired。everythingwasgivenuptohiseducation。hehadgonethroughtheregularschooltraining;hadstudiedmathematics;drawing;andthecarpenterstrade;andhadonlybeguntoworkafewmonthsago。tillnow;theyhadbeenexhaustingeveryresourcewhichtheirlaboriousindustrycouldprovidetopushhimforwardinhisbusiness;and;happily;alltheseexertionshadnotproveduseless:theseedhadbroughtforthfruit;andthedaysofharvestwerecloseby。

    whileiwasthusrecallingtheseremembrancestomymind;michaelhadein;andwasoccupiedinfixingshelveswheretheywerewanted。

    duringthetimeiwaswritingthenotesofmyjournal;iwasalsoscrutinizingthejoiner。

    theexcessesofhisyouthandthelaborofhismanhoodhavedeeplymarkedhisface;hishairisthinandgray;hisshouldersstoop;hislegsareshrunkenandslightlybent。thereseemsasortofweightinhiswholebeing。hisveryfeatureshaveanexpressionofsorrowanddespondency。

    heanswersmyquestionsbymonosyllables;andlikeamanwhowishestoavoidconversation。whenceesthisdejection;whenonewouldthinkhehadallhecouldwishfor?ishouldliketoknow!

    tenoclock鈥斺�攎ichaelisjustgonedownstairstolookforatoolhehasforgotten。ihaveatlastsucceededindrawingfromhimthesecretofhisandgenevievessorrow。theirsonrobertisthecauseofit!

    notthathehasturnedoutillafteralltheircare鈥斺�攏otthatheisidleordissipated;butbothwereinhopeshewouldneverleavethemanymore。

    thepresenceoftheyoungmanwastohaverenewedandmadegladtheirlivesoncemore;hismothercountedthedays;hisfatherpreparedeverythingtoreceivetheirdearassociateintheirtoils;andatthemomentwhentheywerethusabouttoberepaidforalltheirsacrifices;roberthadsuddenlyinformedthemthathehadjustengagedhimselftoacontractoratversailles。

    everyremonstranceandeveryprayerwereuseless;hebroughtforwardthenecessityofinitiatinghimselfintoallthedetailsofanimportantcontract;thefacilitiesheshouldhaveinhisnewpositionofimprovinghimselfinhistrade;andthehopeshehadofturninghisknowledgetoadvantage。at;last;whenhismother;havingetotheendofherarguments;begantocry;hehastilykissedher;andwentawaythathemightavoidanyfurtherremonstrances。

    hehadbeenabsentayear;andtherewasnothingtogivethemhopesofhisreturn。hisparentshardlysawhimonceamonth;andthenheonlystayedafewmomentswiththem。

    〃ihavebeenpunishedwhereihadhopedtoberewarded;〃michaelsaidtomejustnow。〃ihadwishedforasavingandindustriousson;andgodhasgivenmeanambitiousandavariciousone!ihadalwayssaidtomyselfthatwhenoncehewasgrownupweshouldhavehimalwayswithus;torecallouryouthandtoenlivenourhearts。hismotherwasalwaysthinkingofgettinghimmarried;andhavingchildrenagaintocarefor。

    youknowwomenalwayswillbusythemselvesaboutothers。asforme;ithoughtofhimworkingnearmybench;andsinginghisnewsongs;forhehaslearntmusic;andisoneofthebestsingersattheorpheon。

    adream;sir;truly!directlythebirdwasfledged;hetooktoflight;andremembersneitherfathernormother。yesterday;forinstance;wasthedayweexpectedhim;heshouldhaveetosupperwithus。norobertto…day;either!hehashadsomeplantofinish;orsomebargaintoarrange;andhisoldparentsareputdownlastintheaccounts;afterthecustomersandthejoinerswork。ah!ificouldhaveguessedhowitwouldhaveturnedout!fool!tohavesacrificedmylikingsandmymoney;fornearlytwentyyears;totheeducationofathanklessson!wasitforthisitookthetroubletocuremyselfofdrinking;tobreakwithmyfriends;tobeeanexampletotheneighborhood?thejovialgoodfellowhasmadeagooseofhimself。oh!ifihadtobeginagain!no;no!youseewomenandchildrenareourbane。theysoftenourhearts;theyleadusalifeofhopeandaffection;wepassaquarterofourlivesinfosteringthegrowthofagrainofcornwhichistobeeverythingtousinouroldage;andwhentheharvest…timees鈥斺�攇ood…night;theearisempty!〃

    whilehewasspeaking;michaelsvoicebecamehoarse;hiseyesfierce;andhislipsquivered。iwishedtoanswerhim;buticouldonlythinkofmonplaceconsolations;andiremainedsilent。thejoinerpretendedheneededatool;andleftme。

    poorfather!ah!iknowthosemomentsoftemptationwhenvirtuehasfailedtorewardus;andweregrethavingobeyedher!whohasnotfeltthisweaknessinhoursoftrial;andwhohasnotuttered;atleastonce;themournfulexcl
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