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'e in; e in!' said a gracious voice。 The Father's voice; her
father's; the Marshalsea's father's。 He was seated in his black velvet
cap; with his newspaper; three…and…sixpence accidentally left on the
table; and two chairs arranged。 Everything prepared for holding his
Court。
'Ah; Young John! How do you do; how do you do!'
'Pretty well; I thank you; sir。 I hope you are the same。'
'Yes; John Chivery; yes。 Nothing to plain of。'
'I have taken the liberty; sir; of……'
'Eh?' The Father of the Marshalsea always lifted up his eyebrows at this
point; and became amiably distraught and smilingly absent in mind。
'……A few cigars; sir。'
'Oh!' (For the moment; excessively surprised。) 'Thank you; Young John;
thank you。 But really; I am afraid I am too……No? Well then; I will say
no more about it。 Put them on the mantelshelf; if you please; Young
John。 And sit down; sit down。 You are not a stranger; John。'
'Thank you; sir; I am sure……Miss;' here Young John turned the great hat
round and round upon his left…hand; like a slowly twirling mouse…cage;
'Miss Amy quite well; sir?' 'Yes; John; yes; very well。 She is out。'
'Indeed; sir?'
'Yes; John。 Miss Amy is gone for an airing。 My young people all go out a
good deal。 But at their time of life; it's natural; John。'
'Very much so; I am sure; sir。'
'An airing。 An airing。 Yes。' He was blandly tapping his fingers on
the table; and casting his eyes up at the window。 'Amy has gone for
an airing on the Iron Bridge。 She has bee quite partial to the Iron
Bridge of late; and seems to like to walk there better than anywhere。'
He returned to conversation。 'Your father is not on duty at present; I
think; John?'
'No; sir; he es on later in the afternoon。' Another twirl of the
great hat; and then Young John said; rising; 'I am afraid I must wish
you good day; sir。'
'So soon? Good day; Young John。 Nay; nay;' with the utmost
condescension; 'never mind your glove; John。 Shake hands with it on。 You
are no stranger here; you know。'
Highly gratified by the kindness of his reception; Young John descended
the staircase。 On his way down he met some Collegians bringing up
visitors to be presented; and at that moment Mr Dorrit happened to call
over the banisters with particular distinctness; 'Much obliged to you
for your little testimonial; John!'
Little Dorrit's lover very soon laid down his penny on the tollplate of
the Iron Bridge; and came upon it looking about him for the well…known
and well…beloved figure。 At first he feared she was not there; but as he
walked on towards the Middlesex side; he saw her standing still; looking
at the water。 She was absorbed in thought; and he wondered what
she might be thinking about。 There were the piles of city roofs and
chimneys; more free from smoke than on week…days; and there were the
distant masts and steeples。 Perhaps she was thinking about them。
Little Dorrit mused so long; and was so entirely preoccupied; that
although her lover stood quiet for what he thought was a long time; and
twice or thrice retired and came back again to the former spot; still
she did not move。 So; in the end; he made up his mind to go on; and seem
to e upon her casually in passing; and speak to her。 The place was
quiet; and now or never was the time to speak to her。
He walked on; and she did not appear to hear his steps until he was
close upon her。 When he said 'Miss Dorrit!' she started and fell back
from him; with an expression in her face of fright and something like
dislike that caused him unutterable dismay。 She had often avoided him
before……always; indeed; for a long; long while。 She had turned away and
glided off so often when she had seen him ing toward her; that the
unfortunate Young John could not think it accidental。 But he had hoped
that it might be shyness; her retiring character; her foreknowledge of
the state of his heart; anything short of aversion。 Now; that momentary
look had said; 'You; of all people! I would rather have seen any one on
earth than you!'
It was but a momentary look; inasmuch as she checked it; and said in her
soft little voice; 'Oh; Mr John! Is it you?' But she felt what it had
been; as he felt what it had been; and they stood looking at one another
equally confused。
'Miss Amy; I am afraid I disturbed you by speaking to you。'
'Yes; rather。 I……I came here to be alone; and I thought I was。'
'Miss Amy; I took the liberty of walking this way; because Mr Dorrit
chanced to mention; when I called upon him just now; that you……'
She caused him more dismay than before by suddenly murmuring; 'O father;
father!' in a heartrending tone; and turning her face away。
'Miss Amy; I hope I don't give you any uneasiness by naming Mr Dorrit。
I assure you I found him very well and in the best of Spirits; and he
showed me even more than his usual kindness; being so very kind as to
say that I was not a stranger there; and in all ways gratifying me very
much。'
To the inexpressible consternation of her lover; Little Dorrit; with her
hands to her averted face; and rocking herself where she stood as if she
were in pain; murmured; 'O father; how can you! O dear; dear father; how
can you; can you; do it!'
The poor fellow stood gazing at her; overflowing with sympathy; but not
knowing what to make of this; until; having taken out her handkerchief
and put it to her still averted face; she hurried away。 At first he
remained stock still; then hurried after her。
'Miss Amy; pray! Will you have the goodness to stop a moment? Miss Amy;
if it es to that; let ME go。 I shall go out of my senses; if I have
to think that I have driven you away like this。'
His trembling voice and unfeigned earnestness brought Little Dorrit to
a stop。 'Oh; I don't know what to do;' she cried; 'I don't know what to
do!'
To Young John; who had never seen her bereft of her quiet self…mand;
who had seen her from her infancy ever so reliable and self…suppressed;
there was a shock in her distress; and in having to associate himself
with it as its cause; that shook him from his great hat to the
pavement。 He felt it necessary to explain himself。 He might be
misunderstood……supposed to mean